about the escaper
This place belongs to you and me. No one else know of this place. My renaissance are all kept here, happy or sad, it doesn't matter.

past escapes
June 2009
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soul mates
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tuesdaynight
*For the glow effect tutorial.
Date: Sunday, September 13, 2009
Time: 10:10 AM
i cant believe this

is it me or is it them who dont care about it? well, i pretty much do and it's quite a lot. must i do all the shit-work every time? i've been doing it for the past years, and slogging my guts out. maybe it's just not enough?

and i cant believe that blogger's fine. oh well, im just sticking to this blog for now. it's to rant my thoughts and stuff. this world is going crazy.

i fear of retainment. i guess this is first thing i was so afraid of? hah, i need to be stronger than this cause i know im stronger than this.

i wont leave you darling. do you want to share this blog with me?

btw, it's not 10.10 am, it's 1.13 am.
darling, please dont scold me but i had no choice.
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Date: Thursday, September 10, 2009
Time: 8:54 PM
people are studying, what am i doing?

everyone is studying but what am i doing? i tell people to study hard and get promoted, but im not. I NEED TO SCREAM THIS OUT.

I REALLY THINK THAT THAT IS REALLY DISTRACTING ME AND I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT WHY DO I HAVE TO OBLIGE? I DONT GET IT, I DONT GET WHY I RESPOND TO THAT! IT'S SO FRUSTRATING THAT I HAVE TO LEND A HELPING HAND WHEN I CANT HELP MYSELF. IS THIS FAIR TO MYSELF? MY CONSCIENCE TELLS ME NO.

maybe it's really better if i didnt exist.
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Date:
Time: 8:51 PM
like, dislike

what you like me to do: smile, be happy, laugh

what you dislike me to do: cry, be angry, be sad, touch u in school, whine

why is it there is more, am i really spoilt?
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Date: Saturday, September 5, 2009
Time: 9:24 PM
thinking about it, again.

i viewed my seniors' pictures. all so pretty, so wonderful, best, very fruitful future ahead. i really need to talk to someone.
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