going home

Date: Sunday, August 30, 2009
Time: 5:45 AM

my aim

i've aimed to score at least a C grade for all my subjects, in order to promote to year 2. it's a tough one but i know i can do it. although it is going to take a lot of effort and time, i have no choice. it's just the things that students have to endure and go through no matter how dificult it'll be. i hope i'd survive and i hope everyone does.

i saw this top worn by this lady today, it's quite pretty (: i wish to get something like that together with dark denim skirt and i want to have a vest too :D i wanna buy clothes! i wanna get a swimming suit! and goggles of course.

sometimes i wish everyone would stop complaining about their lives because others have much tougher lives than themselves. i wonder why they have to complain when people are so fortunate. sometimes i know it's not their choice that things befall on them but at times, it is something to make them stronger as maybe, someone knows that they need to be toughen up. but what can i do? my own thinking is for myself. i cant influence others much.

be strong, stay faithful, stay mentally prepared, stay focused. YOU CAN DO THIS!

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Date: Monday, August 24, 2009
Time: 7:45 AM

what homework i love doing

in fact, it's mathematics. it requires the least thinking. oh man. im lagging behind. i need a holiday!

SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THE TORTURE THAT SCHOOL IS GIVING ME!!!!

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Date: Saturday, August 22, 2009
Time: 11:02 PM

when i thought it has stopped, i was wrong

i thought that things have gone back to where it was, but no.

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Date: Monday, August 10, 2009
Time: 6:53 AM

darling, i hope you are seeing this.

i miss you VERY MUCH! can you please come online so that you can help me print my eom? hahaha love you!

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Date: Sunday, August 9, 2009
Time: 7:05 AM

come on

times have been hard. i went studying yesterday with cheryls and i tried to complete my differentiation and MI but no, i coulnt. reason being, i dont know how to do and neither of them can teach me. it wasnt exactly productive productive. but i aim to finish them by tomorrow as i have to. i want to have a relax week ahead of me.

i have decided to try to cut down 5 kg, tough huh? just try. im hoping i can pull myself out of bed tomorrow in the morning to go for a run because i have been pushing back my running dates. undisciplined am i? i know i know.

i like jervin's watch! and dearie's one too. big big, nice to wear. classy feel and good for my wrist. lol. it will make my wrist look bigger which is somehow good cause apparently, my wrist is the smallest big part of my body at the moment. i know im not really proportionate. i have a/an small/average top but a huge bottom! with fats that are way visible to myself. woo! how is that possible?! tsktsk. oh well, come on, get the slimming thing done quick! im aiming to wear a size 27 pair of jeans! :D let's go!

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Date: Friday, August 7, 2009
Time: 7:42 AM

happenings

i got my ipod :D but it's a classic. even though itouch is still very tempting and it's enticing me to buy it, i shall resist the temptation. im good :D

well, many things have happened recently. things like people are moody over school, over friends, over relationships, over almost everything. i try my best to help when i can but then seems like it's all futile. sometimes when people ask me why do i still stick to you? the first thing i thought was yea? why? next was, because i cant let you go on your own. although the other may seem okay etcetc, but then i dont have the confidence that you would do your work properly, get it? it's not what, it's just that there's this feeling of worryness. despite the fact that i cant handle my work myself, i still insist that the other two, especially you do well because if you dont, i know what you would do. being pessimistic wouldnt help would it?

i think i know why this is happening. is it because im too bound on going this path and that path only? the path that i thinks it's right and in your aspect, you may find it wrong that's why these things are happening. you prefer to think your own way while i prefer to think my own way and that somehow shows that someone else thinks the same as you and you are happy cause you think it's better to live it that way. but why? what for? it'll only cause harm man.

whatever it is, i care for the ones around, i care more for myself. i've decided to finish all my homework tomorrow so that i have more time to study for the upcoming tests especially. i need to be prepared. i need to be ready.

darling, you most probably will know what im refering to but then chill okay? as you know the purpose of this blog. whatever it is, dont take it to heart, dont bear grudges. it'll be over soon i hope. but maybe not. i dont know. im glad to have you, really. without you i think i would have died because of many problems. if you haven realized, there has been many complications coming up our way, my way. but dont worry okay? i know how to settle my problems. dont need to worry about me. i love you (:

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