about the escaper
This place belongs to you and me. No one else know of this place. My renaissance are all kept here, happy or sad, it doesn't matter.

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June 2009
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November 2009
December 2009
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tuesdaynight
*For the glow effect tutorial.
Date: Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Time: 6:56 AM
the worst day of my life

today was kinda filled with emotions. frustration, nervousness, happiness, fatigue, so on. im lazy to name all.

it was mainly contributed by 2 factors - pw and piano.

i did theory in the morning which made me quite irritated cause i couldnt find or do the questions properly and that's really worrying as my exam is this saturday. how am i going to score? haiz.

then was pw. haiz. i dont know why at times im really unlucky. this is so frustrating. grrrr.
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Date: Sunday, October 25, 2009
Time: 1:14 AM
end of the world? no

my results as follow:
ECONS - C
GP - D
MATHS - D
CHEM - E
PHYSICS - U

not really happy cause i didnt achieve my aim. maths was the most disappointing as i lost marks due to plus and minus signs. how careless.
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Date:
Time: 1:11 AM
let's go gym!

DARLING LET'S GO SAFRA SOMEDAY! WE'LL GO GYMING (: MAYBE SWIM TOO! BUT U AINT SWIMMING WITH ME! U GO SUNTAN LOL :D

I LOVE YOU FOR BEING BACK HOME BUT U DIDNT REPLY MY SMS ):
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Date: Saturday, October 24, 2009
Time: 9:28 AM
i miss you

2 days have past but it seemed like i have not heard your voice for a longgggggggggg time. how dreadful it is. i miss you loads honeybear, loads.

i felt myself gaining weight. oh dear. i dont wanna gain weight! i wanna lose them! sheesh.
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Date: Friday, October 23, 2009
Time: 7:34 AM
a rainbow?

promos are over. school is almost ending. friends are also leaving. why is the world so cruel? yet, it boils down to us. it's our responsibility for choosing to study in a junior college and it's our responsibility for our own results. no matter how much others push, if u tell yourself the subject sucks, or i dont like this subject but im taking it for the sake of taking it, then do you think you'll score? definitely not.

this promos, i've improved overall except for physics, i've failed again. honestly, this promos i didnt try hard enough and i didnt prepare well enough. i could have gotten better grades for myself. but what about others?

darling, if you are reading this, keep it to yourself k?

honestly, if A put away the mindset that maths is a horrible subject and it cannot be scored easily, A could definitely score well and even pass without worries. why torture yourself by living in self-denial? yea it's tedious because of all the practices but it's the most straightforward subject at the moment. whatever it is, i can only advice, i can guide u but the outcome is yours to make. if whatever i say, u turn a deaf ear to it, then i cannot help u anymore. im sorry but till today, im still trying to turn the tables around.

seeing my class in a crisis is rather worrying. i gonna miss them so much, especially the pig. and of course, the rest. it's so frustrating yet so worrying. aint know what to do.

confession time! let's put the unhappiness aside for now.
DARLING, IM REALLY BLESSED TO BE WITH YOU :D the memories you've given me, the times and all, so precious and heart-contented.
i (L) you!
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