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tuesdaynight
*For the glow effect tutorial.
Date: Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Time: 8:31 AM
i've tried my best

well, all these years, just 2 and a half years, i've got to know quite a lot about her. seems like im entangled in such a situation that i cant let her ruin herself or down herself with what she's downing her with now.

she's worst off compared to the past 2 years. why is that so? puh-lease. just because her JC class isnt that lively now, doesnt mean she cant concentrate. i know, it's kinda 'used to' it. that's what happens when u enjoy first and when the suffering comes, one cannot take it.

seriously, why? well, it's unfair. she has many years of enjoyment in class while i had quite a bad time in primary school and sec 1 AND sec 2. sec 3 was the time my fun came. HELLO, that's 15 years old! she got it when she was like in pri school? pri 3 or pri 5? and her sec 1 and sec 2 lives were great! they even had gathering now. this includes sec 3 and 4, where it is vibrant and lively.

so it's a really used to it secondary school life. it's secondary school, not JC. you chose the school, you chose your subject combi, you chose your life. i cant do anything much about it. u didnt wanna go to a poly cause you dont know what course to take. this shows you have no aim in life. even if u have, like u said u want to score ______ for O levels. i told u, then u have to study, no study, no hardwork, no results. u tried studying, gave up 15 minutes later? omg.

im tired already. i've worn out of advices. i've been telling you to be optimistic and positive since 2 years ago yet what i get, is a worse situation of her.

what else can i do?
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