about the escaper
This place belongs to you and me. No one else know of this place. My renaissance are all kept here, happy or sad, it doesn't matter.

past escapes
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010
June 2010

soul mates
url friend A

resources
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tuesdaynight
*For the glow effect tutorial.
Date: Sunday, June 7, 2009
Time: 7:33 AM
waver

i know, im wavering.

i just cant stand seeing a much more good-looking guy. i always tell myself, you are good enough for me. u dont have the looks but u have the character in your heart that i've seen it, experienced it and was touched by it. yet, i've wavered and still am.

why cant i stay strong? i look around, i see some cute guy, and i go gaga over him. it's infatuation right? how can i be so unfaithful? haiz. you stood by me, you support and comfort me whenever im down, you are with me anytime, anywhere. but why why why? i know i've always wanted a good-looking guy with characterisitics like his but it's impossible. one cannot be perfect. one cannot have the looks and character of what one desires.

be satisfied. i have him. just him wil do. he doesnt mind what you do, cant you keep yourself heart, whole-heartedly, to him?
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