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tuesdaynight
*For the glow effect tutorial.
Date: Sunday, June 7, 2009
Time: 7:23 AM
why me?

i dont get it. why is it always me doing the chores? dont i need to study?

what kind of excuse did my brother give to my parents everytime he's asked to do the chores? "i need to study leh, my A levels coming. im failing my GP already lor. fail means i cant pass A levels, later retake very horrible."

what about me? i have O levels. as if im not failing. im failing my physics, on the verge of failing my a maths and chemistry, comb humans - hmmm. so if i was to fail O levels, who am i to blame? me, myself and i. fingers will be pointed at me by them. clearly they will say, you are always at the computer, not doing your work. oh, so he's not at the computer ALL the time? hello... i dont even play computer games. the computer is just a facility i use to communicate. save time and money for sms and phone calls.

whatever it is, i find it a damn unfair treatment. i wash the utensils my brother used and of course mine. i mop the floor and hand-wipe it. i bring up my clothes, along with my parents' when asked to, and i have to bring his up too? even his uniform etcetc. why me?! he has legs, he has hands, why cant he bring them up by himself. just because he's in his room, im in the office. u can see whatever im doing and u cant see whatever he's doing behind close doors, does that mean whatever he's doing is relevant while mine isnt?

bias. damn bias. i never liked being pushed around.

if u two think this is fair, i beg to differ. i can list out every single thing u asked me to do and i obeyed. tell me, how many times have u two asked him to do the chores? everything will be pushed to me in the end. one day i'll just blow and flare up at you two, dont u come saying things to me and if u side him saying he have to study, u gonna be soooooo dead cause u just dont know how to weigh things.

arggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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