about the escaper
This place belongs to you and me. No one else know of this place. My renaissance are all kept here, happy or sad, it doesn't matter.

past escapes
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010
June 2010

soul mates
url friend A

resources
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tuesdaynight
*For the glow effect tutorial.
Date: Sunday, June 7, 2009
Time: 7:16 AM
yes i do

if u gonna ask if i despise home, i will answer honestly and faithfully, yes i do.

that excruciating torture that this place inflicts on me, in fact, it isnt the place. it's the people. i confess, this place is awesome, up till to date; the bedroom where i sleep in, the area where my piano is placed, moozey on my bed, the patio, the zen-like garden. it's a holy, sacred-like place. but it's the people that ruin it all.

for goodness sake, can you all please stop it. and i dont understand why i dont deserve trust. do i lie that often? do i play a fool and do things that disgrace your faces? as a matter of fact, he lied more than me. he was more playful and everything. yea, so he's a guy. why is this world so male-dominating? all you say is, oh, girls, easy to get advantage of, people love cheating little girls, this that. as if i dont know? i do know! but then, think! we girls know how to defend ourselves and we dont go out in the night alone, that's practically stupid. you think guys dont get advantage of easily? they do!

and to think, im almost turning 16 to be just patted on a head, like a little girl who obediently listens to everything.

absurd, ridiculous. all the abhor, all the disgust, rising within me. it's so agonizing. i shall not talk about suicide, cause it's a stupid thing to do.

it's sinful, it's sinful, it's so damn sinful.

it's not there.
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