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Date: Saturday, July 11, 2009
Time: 7:29 PM
this supposed to be posted right after exams

i'm not sure who i've told this to, but i shall write here for myself to know.

during the chem paper, i felt like giving up. honestly, seriously. that amount of stress, that number of blank questions, even one who doesnt know chem but sees that will definitely faint. i remembered, vividly and clearly, i put down my pen, my mind was in a whirl. something kept saying, just give up, you know you were going to fail (and you did). i looked around, everyone was immensely writing on their scripts, some rubbing their heads, not knowing how to answer? or it was a feeling of itchiness?

that was chem.

maths, hah, i thought i'd do much better. turned out it was worst. the worst of the worse. it's like the base of the crop, maybe not even the base. maths was supposed to be my best subject in fact. i did most of my tutorials, more than my close ones (except soon) yet i scored such a grade. what is the world coming to?

physics was my most confident subject somehow. maybe it's because the number of blanks were lesser? i managed to attempt most questions despite knowing the percentage of having them be correct is 50%?

econs, i thought i understood what elasticity means but no, i still screwed up. i know my results for this paper gonna be low. very low.

gp, not to say about this, confirm another low one.

im prepared for doom.
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