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tuesdaynight
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Date: Friday, August 7, 2009
Time: 7:42 AM
happenings

i got my ipod :D but it's a classic. even though itouch is still very tempting and it's enticing me to buy it, i shall resist the temptation. im good :D

well, many things have happened recently. things like people are moody over school, over friends, over relationships, over almost everything. i try my best to help when i can but then seems like it's all futile. sometimes when people ask me why do i still stick to you? the first thing i thought was yea? why? next was, because i cant let you go on your own. although the other may seem okay etcetc, but then i dont have the confidence that you would do your work properly, get it? it's not what, it's just that there's this feeling of worryness. despite the fact that i cant handle my work myself, i still insist that the other two, especially you do well because if you dont, i know what you would do. being pessimistic wouldnt help would it?

i think i know why this is happening. is it because im too bound on going this path and that path only? the path that i thinks it's right and in your aspect, you may find it wrong that's why these things are happening. you prefer to think your own way while i prefer to think my own way and that somehow shows that someone else thinks the same as you and you are happy cause you think it's better to live it that way. but why? what for? it'll only cause harm man.

whatever it is, i care for the ones around, i care more for myself. i've decided to finish all my homework tomorrow so that i have more time to study for the upcoming tests especially. i need to be prepared. i need to be ready.

darling, you most probably will know what im refering to but then chill okay? as you know the purpose of this blog. whatever it is, dont take it to heart, dont bear grudges. it'll be over soon i hope. but maybe not. i dont know. im glad to have you, really. without you i think i would have died because of many problems. if you haven realized, there has been many complications coming up our way, my way. but dont worry okay? i know how to settle my problems. dont need to worry about me. i love you (:
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