about the escaper
This place belongs to you and me. No one else know of this place. My renaissance are all kept here, happy or sad, it doesn't matter.

past escapes
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soul mates
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tuesdaynight
*For the glow effect tutorial.
Date: Saturday, May 22, 2010
Time: 7:45 AM
turning back

in this world, there's this thing called 'no turning back'.

however, i wish i could. i wanna make more girlfriends, so i canh ang out with them, shop and gossip and stuff. i cant help but just have more guyfriends than girlfriends. even the environment where im studying at, it usually ends up with more guys than girls or i just cant sync with the girls there. how saddening.

life has been tough, things are ending soon. my mind is much, or less, focused on what i wanna do now-study and score for SA2. i really cant stand the way my friend, of more than 1 year, seem to be looking down upon me due to my inability to grasp things faster. to think i have been of some help a year ago, although it didnt work out. at least i've tried but there wasnt gratitude shown.

i wish to go shopping with annie and duck and probably huiwen. even sitting down and have dinner would be good. i wanna buy many many things

i saw this set of earrings from diva, 5 pairs in total, and it costs $13. my brother said he could make for me but that would be like ??????? years later. sighs. honestly i do miss hanging out with you guys. these words are tough to speak out in my other blog as i dont wish others to look what's going on in my heart. im a shy girl honestly. i may look big and scary but no, im small and weak inside, shy too. im afraid of many things and i have to gather a lot more than others to overcome my fears. it's tough, really.

my eyebags are horrible.

i really dont know what's the next step to my life. i wish it would be good and i believe that things would be better when i go to the university.
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